silver
platinum got its name from silver because of its colour
writing is something i kinda always wanted to do. my bi-polar helps with it. i don't take mood stabilizers. i never did. just anti-depressants. i would've been fine with just the manic depression but then i got schizophrenia too. i took anti-psychotics for a long time. i still have some on hand in case. but just anti-depressants mainly. a prozac a day.
i couldn't write my own signature. i had to change it to a little picture. i couldn't walk, or talk, or read. over the years i would read and write in a limited way. i wrote great song lyrics. and read about the rothschild family. i was on a psychosis rollercoaster though.
it's quite a stigma. i'd lie about it all the time. people would never look at you the same way again. it took a long time for me to accept it, and be honest about it. something with the brain, or something with the mind? i do think bottling up trauma is a main cause for psychosis. and then when the mind gets overloaded, it explodes. there are theories of viruses, genetics, and other things too. but i find honesty, meditation, and loving god are great medicine.
white gold looks silver too
i'm thinking of getting silver teeth