hate

i think i hate more people than i like

and i think i gotta deal with it

i don't like many people. i do love everyone. everyone is life, and another aspect of human consciousness. i just find most people annoying. and i hate quite a number.

i like happy people. and friendly people. i like funny people. i like philosophical people. i like artists and musicians and writers. i like an individual. mostly. but mostly, you're all pretty annoying.

i hate rapists and psychopaths, and i hate a lot of sociopaths and narcissists. the total of these demons seem to be more than the total of people i like. i think..

i guess i focus more on these baddies. and i should really focus on the goodies. and i think the hate is a fear really. fear of the unknown combined with crime portrayal in media, and a pinch of real life experiences.

i don't want to hate so i don't want to fear. how? that is the question now..

you know what i really hate?

when the pinball goes up a ramp and doesn't have enough speed to go all the way up, and it rolls back down and then straight through the middle of your flippers. that is such a $#*! design.